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“Don’t you know Me yet?”

John 14:9

They had been with Him for three years. Sitting at the table together, having eaten what,
unbeknownst to the 12 chosen followers, was to become their last meal with Jesus. They were listening to Words Jesus had never spoken before. . . at least not in this way. . . to the small group of men who had been with Him for the past 3 years. So much time spent around the table together in so many places as they had followed Jesus throughout their tiny country of Israel. They were back in Jerusalem now. Home. Three years of following Him, “schlepping” all over that Land. They were not the same men He had told to “Follow Me.” And they had.

But it had changed their lives and their hearts.

So, when Jesus, after the meal, looked around the table and told them that, soon, He would be “going” and that they were not coming with Him, at least not yet,. . . it grabbed their full attention.

“What? Where? Why?” This was something different. He was saying things about leaving. . .
going to His Father . . . and they would not be going with Him. He was talking about their new Assignment, but without Him physically with them. They would be staying, but He was “going.”

I am reminded of a familiar scene that plays out in every family. . . Mom or Dad start putting on their coats because they are going somewhere. They assure the children that it’s for a little while, but they’ll be back. It’s such a familiar scene for each child, yet their thoughts go into a brief panic-mode….Where are you going? Can I come with you? I don’t want to stay home!

Why? When? How long? But . . . but . . . but . . . “ The anxiety is real in the hearts of the
“little’s” staying behind. Tears . . . clinging. . . following to the door. . .Jesus’ circle of men were familiar with Jesus’ periodic short absences. But He always came back. And although they could never have imagined what was coming in just a few hours . . where He was about to go, and what He was about to go through, Jesus made it clear that this Journey He would have to make alone.

“Don’t you know Me yet?” In the Journey each of us is making as we follow Him, the Path and Steps we must take are often not easy . . . not of our own plans nor desires. . . at times
dangerous, heartbreaking, and unimagined.

But in the midst of walking…stumbling…limping…running along that Path, with our fears,
insecurities, heart-aches and joys, He leans over and says, “Don’t you know Me yet?” That’s
the “bottom line” issue as we follow Him. As He asks us to do things…go places…step into
rough waters…face unspeakable fears and sorrows along our Journey, His Voice echoes in our Hearts. . . “Don’t you know Me yet?” That is the bottom line question . . . and Answer.

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Being Human

“The Word became human and lived among us.
We saw his glory.
It was the glory that the Father shares with his only Son,
a glory full of kindness [a] and truth.”
John 1:1-2,14

“Being human” is the most common reality shared by every person, everyday,
everywhere in the world, throughout all of Time. From your first breath until your last,
you are a human being. You are “being human” without any script, or instruction
manual, or on/off button. It is our primary basic reality.

As I hold my newest little grandchild, look into her little dark eyes, see her facial
expressions, the movements of her tiny body, and the incredibly powerful little voice that
comes out of that tiny Being, I have no explanation nor operating manual other than to
begin discovering this little Creation who has entered our family.

Although I can hold her in my arms, I have no real control of her life. All that I can do is
to love her, try to meet her needs, and be present in her life.

In this season of focus on the Birth of Jesus into human life, our newest baby can give
me the most realistic picture of what His Coming physically entailed. Complete
vulnerability, with no possibility of controlling how He was treated, cared for, held, or
taught. From His birth, his survival was at great risk due to circumstances far beyond
his nor his earthly parents control. They could model qualities like kindness and truth,
but they could never be the source of those qualities. Living out those qualities would
have to be His choice.

How do you teach a child “glory”? We cannot, as human parents. That comes only from
God Himself. What we can do is live lives that are full of kindness and truth. It involves
our words and our actions. Jesus’ life on earth was marked by those practical qualities.
. . qualities that can be seen, felt, and experienced by the people around us.

The identification marker for the “Glory” of God Himself in the Life of Jesus throughout
His time on earth was in the tangible form of kindness and truth. And that is something
that God longs to weave into our lives here. . . so do-able that even our children can
bring it to this world as they learn from our examples.

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A Gift for Moses


Then the LORD said to him, “This is the land I promised with an oath to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.
I said I would give it to their descendants.
I have let you see it with your own eyes, but you may not go there.”
As the LORD had predicted, the LORD’s servant Moses died in Moab. He was buried in
a valley in Moab, near Beth Peor. Even today no one knows where his grave is.
Moses was 120 years old when he died. His eyesight never became poor,
and he never lost his physical strength.”
Deuteronomy 34:4-7

As I read this passage. . . .the final glimpse of the life of Moses . . . I am struck with the
tenderness of God toward His servant Moses. Perhaps “death” does not seem to be a tender part of the human story, but the way God Himself cared for Moses in his final days of life is permeated with His Love, Tenderness, and Understanding of Moses’ unique Story with Him.

God Himself led Moses to a mountaintop, where he could see the Land he had spent 40 years reaching. Forty years of physically and spiritually leading a nation that God had chosen for His Own eternal Purposes had brought Moses to this Moment. It may not have been the Moment he had imagined, with “the rest of the Story” literally within sight. He had probably had his own hopes and vision of what life would be in that Land of God’s choosing. He may have imagined himself standing on that Promised Land, seeing it . . . walking it . . . living in it with the nation God had chosen him to lead.

But God, in His tender Mercy, led Moses to the “best view” that his tired eyes could take into his mind, spirit, and heart. He was looking at the “Promise” God had ordained. He was looking at it in the Presence of God Himself. What words may have been exchanged as he and God, together, looked. Did God point out regions where His People would live . . .places that would become part of their story. . . where Jerusalem would sit for thousands of years to come. . .within sight of the humble village where Messiah would be born. . .

God was rewarding and blessing Moses in that precious Time together. One-on-one. . .
bringing a sweet, tender closure to a man born a slave, raised as a Prince in the house of
Pharoah, and leading God’s People to the place He had ordained and promised from The
Beginning.

At last, God gave him rest . . . in His Presence.

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It Begins With a Song. . .

“Enter His gates with a song of thanksgiving.
Come into His Courtyards with a song of praise.
Give thanks to Him; praise His Name.
The Lord is good.
His mercy endures forever.
His faithfulness endures throughout every generation.”
Psalm 100:4-5

God loves to hear you sing. No matter what kind of voice you have, no matter whether you
have a pleasant voice or not, regardless of whether you can even carry a tune, God loves to
hear you sing to Him. He created music. . . especially singing. He loves to hear you sing to
Him…about Him….for Him. There is something Divine that is woven into music. Melodies have a capacity to bypass our mental logic and reason. A song can trigger the human heart and touch our souls. Music is not dependent on a language, nor a vocal tone or quality. It can cause goosebumps to rise without a listener’s choice or intent.

Music can penetrate our human capacities and go straight to a part of us that only He can
reach. And His Spirit loves to touch us deeply. . . Moments that bypass our human reason and ability to control are created by His Divine Intervention into our human core. For many,
“goosebumps” spring without any control on our part. It’s a sign of His Spirit connecting with ours.

God invites you to step through the Gates . . . not stand outside of it with uncertainty or
hesitation. He invites us to come in “with a song . . .” Not whispering. . . not silently so as not to disturb Him. His Gates are open . . . day and night. He is there, just past the Gate, waiting for you.

What will you experience first, after walking through His Gates? No security checkpoint… no ID or “frisking” required. No X-ray scan. You simply enter with a Song. “Thank You…Hallelujah.”

The Song continues as you step into His Courtyard. With each step, you are drawing nearer,
and beginning to focus your attention on seeing Him. Contact with Him. You begin to sing with anticipation. You are joining a song that everyone around you is singing as well. Every
language, every voice, spontaneously… from every heart. All you can think about is Him. His
Name on your lips, and on the lips of every person there. One Focus. One Name. Erupting
from every heart and voice…from every place on Earth.

You are fully aware that you could never be there on your own merit. You were invited by the King Himself. You have entered because of His Invitation. . . His Love for you. You begin to see dear faces that went before you into His Courts . . . into His Presence. The Song is on everyone’s lips. Erupting from every heart instantaneously. You know that you are not worthy to be there. But you are. . . because of Him.

And all that you want to do is to look upon His Face, through tears of joy and love. . . and sing
His Song for all Eternity.

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A Delightful Focus Amidst the Distractions

“Blessed is the person who 
does not follow the advice of wicked people, 
take the path of sinners, 
or join the company of mockers. 
Rather, he delights in the teachings of the Lord 
and reflects on His Teachings day and night.”
Psalm1:1-2

I am trying to imagine what life would be without the deluge of distractions we encounter in our daily lives.   As a person with a touch of self-diagnosed Attention Deficite Disorder, I am perpetually distracted from the task at hand, hopping up to attend to some unimportant detail, then realizing an hour later that I was doing something before my distractions.  Now…what was it…?

The writer of this Psalm had his own category of distractors with which he was contending.  We can hear his heart’s desire to: 

  • Shut out the voices of “wicked people” in his life who had lots of advice for him.  But it was not good advice, as it was not coming from godly people.
  • Walk a different Path than the “normal” sinners in his life.
  • Avoid hanging out with people who love mocking good choices in the face of “what everybody else is doing.”

The writer of this Psalm knew what it meant to follow an unpopular Path.  He could differentiate between choices that lay before him.   Whether temptations that were not part of the Path God had given him to walk, or doing “what everybody else is doing,”  or flat-out mocking those who have no love nor respect for the Path that God has laid out for His Children as we walk through life in this world. . . Can you relate? 

The writer of this Psalm knew what it was to have a completely different focus in life than all the people around him.  He had learned to focus his thoughts on the Words of his Lord.  He had focused his mind on the teachings of God….drinking in the Words,  thinking about them, and considering how those Words applied to his own daily life.  The Words had to be given time in his mind to translate them from a page, and into real-life applications  in his daily life.  

To “reflect…day and night…” requires intentionality.  “Reflecing” needs time.  When you look into a pool of water, or in a mirror, time has to pause as your eyes adjust to the image before you.  Ladies, especially, can relate to focusing to make sure we’re not going to walk out the door with some strange foreign object stuck on our face.  We may even use a magnifying lens to get into the finer details.  We’re not merely looking at what our own eyes see, but we are thinking about what others will see of us as well.   And if we are taking the time to really look . . . “reflect”  . . it’s because it matters to us.  

God wants us to be as attentive to His Words and how they apply to our own hearts, thoughts, and actions as we are to our outward appearance.  His Priority is always our heart.  That matters most to Him.  

Knowing God’s Word is merely the beginning of the Process of knowing God Himself, and His Purposes for our time on earth.  “Delight in His teachings” requires time. .  .  intentionality . . . stillness . . . and a heart that is soft and attentive to whatever Word He has for me personally.

Time. . . attention. . . stillness.  What a sweet way to begin a day.   It’s not a chore.  It is a delight.

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Where Are You, God?

“O God, you are my God.
At dawn I search for you.
My soul thirsts for you.
My body longs for you in a dry, 
parched land where there is no water.”
Psalm 63:1

I write this sitting in my clean, comfortable hotel room looking out of my 25th floor
hotel room in the heart of New York City. I was here to give personal testimony of
the realities I have experienced in the Sahara Desert, living with the Saharawi
refugees. They have been there since their homeland was militarily invaded by
Moroccan forces decades ago. Mothers, children, grandparents fled under brutal
military aggression as their ancient homeland of Western Sahara was being
invaded from North and South. With the Atlantic to the west, there was nowhere to
run except into the harsh Sahara Desert on their eastern border. Fathers,
grandfathers and sons suddenly became soldiers, desperatly defending their
homeland.

Having spent significant time in the Desert with my Saharawi “family”, I have only
tasted a bit of what it is to live in a “dry, parched land where there is no water.”
David lived that reality, as a refugee himself from his homeland of Israel and the
King who wanted him dead.

When life takes a turn, and you experience great loss, great betrayal, there is only
One place to run. Although we may find some escape and relief in our personal
world, it can only be temporary. We read of how David had known and followed
God since he was a boy. He had experienced the Power of God, the Protection
and Peace of God, and the Love of God. Yet, he had those Seasons in life that
were painful, frightening, and dangerous. He experienced a sense of questioning
where God was…

Having known God’s Presence, he knew what it was to be away from Him. We all
have those times of realizing that sense of distance from God. But David knew
what he needed to do. He was the one who had moved away from God and let
things of this world fill his mind, life, and soul.

God was still there. Waiting for David. He is waiting for us. Ready to help. Ready
to pull us back to Himself. . . into His Mighty, Safe Arms…holding us near to His
Heart with Forgiveness and always Love, it is we who need to return.

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A Royal Reversal

“ . . . the Lord takes pleasure in his people.
He crowns those who are oppressed with victory.”
Psalm 149:4

God’s Heart seems to have a special place for those who are suffering. He cares for
the weak. . . the poor . . . those suffering with sickness. . . those suffering injustice . . .
the orphans, the most vulnerable in this world. Widows, orphans, down-cast, down-
trodden, and so many other realities that cause suffering in humans. But He does not
simply notice them. He does something toward them that raises them up to a higher
Reality. He creates a Divine Reversal for life. He creates a new identity in their very
spirits.

The Psalmist writes these words concerning a total reversal of what Man sees or
understands.

God gives them crowns. God elevates them to a high place of honor, respect, and
value. He speaks of giving crowns of victory to oppressed people. Oppressed people
normally have no justice, and little hope of any reversal of their situations. Without Him,
there is little Hope for the future. . . nor for the present.

God is fully aware of the state of this world. It is so utterly different from the World He
created in the Beginning. HE did not change. We changed. We chose. We lost. We
failed. And that reality has consistently continued throughout all of Time.

Yet, as a loving parent holds onto the knowledge of what a wayward child can still be,
still deep inside their identity, God continues to see His Own Image in each of us. He
knows who we were created to be, and who we really are, beneath all of the rubble we
allow to fill our lives, minds and hearts.

He sees us through His Eyes of Love. Eyes that see what was Planned in His heart
from the Beginning. Eyes that see what can be redeemed and made new. Eyes that
see a Path ahead that leads back to Him. . . for Eternity.

He sees how, in the End, the Crown He has held at the ready, can still be ours if and
when we return to Him. Our Father King awaits. . .

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Doin’ The Happy Dance

“Let them praise His Name with dancing.
Let them make music to Him with tambourines and lyres,
because the LORD takes pleasure in His people.
He crowns those who are oppressed with victory.”
Psalm 149:3-4

I love watching children dancing. Their free little spirits can just let loose at a
moment’s notice. They just get happy. And their whole body feels it. They simply have
to move with abandon.

God’s Word tells us that He “gets that.” He loves to see us….His Children….dance! It’s a
physical response that He wove within our spirits, to be set free by emotions that simply
need to come out. It’s a piece of how He created each of us, and we just need to let that
piece come out with abandon sometimes.

When children break out in dance, there is joy. There is freedom in their spirits, and it
just needs to come out in their little bodies. No set plan…no practiced steps…no
specific music. . . it’s from a deep place in our beings that was made to come out
through our spirits, our bodies, our faces, our eyes, and our voices. It’s part of a physical
response to sensing God’s Spirit dancing over us. About us. With us.

I grew up in an era of Christianity that catagorized dancing as ‘sinful.’ It was part of a
restrictive sense of spirituality. But as I watch the children in my life freely expressing
joy and excitement with their whole being, including their little bodies, I find myself
wishing I could feel so free. Especially being able to freely worship the God I love with
emotions, spirit, mind, and movement.

The Psalmist enjoyed dancing as part of his praise and joy expression to God. This was
no graceful waltz. No measured steps….not if tamborines and lyres were part of it. This
was active and energetic movement, expressing joy coming up from deep inside of him
. . . joy and love for his God.

And God experiences pleasure in watching us, as our chains of oppression are broken
by Him, and replaced with crowns of victory! We’re gonna dance!

I don’t want to miss THAT party!!

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Changing the Focus

“Those who want to save their lives will lose them.
But those who lose their lives for Me,
will find them.”
Matthew 16:25

What would it require to save your own life? Wouldn’t it require a total focus on yourself?
Your circumstances, your risks, your possibilities to save yourself, and anyone or anything that might give you a chance to survive would likely capture your entire focus. Panic would set in as you frantically look for anything that might save you from being swallowed up by the danger.

Even using another person to be able to save yourself from death would become a very real
consideration in order to survive. Most of us battle with thoughts of not being enough, doing enough, not knowing enough. And looming before us is the thing that gives us faith to take the next step of the Journey We don’t want to die in our wilderness! So we may grab onto the “hope-giver” on our path. . . and hang on for dear life… Even if what we’re clinging to for survival is another human being who is also frantic to survive.

Jesus knew the dangers for human beings on this earth. Desperation to live can mean
grabbing onto anything that floats by . . . even if it’s another human being.

Our desire to survive is deeply ingrained in us. We look for any means of escape from our peril. We hate being afraid. We hate suffering. We hate facing our own death. Jesus understood that about us. He had temptations to save His own life from the death He knew was ahead for Him. He struggled . . . even to the point of sweating blood.

Jesus calls us to follow Him. Wherever that might lead. Whatever it costs us personally. It’s
serious business. It’s scary. It may cost us everything.

But to walk that Path with Him, and to know His nearness as we walk together, is worth all of the unknown’s along the way.

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Who’s In Your Race?

“Since we are surrounded by so many examples ⌞of faith⌟,
we must get rid of everything that slows us down,
especially sin that distracts us.
We must run the race that lies ahead of us and never give up.”
Hebrews 12:1

When you look around your closest circle of relationships, who is there? Are they people you love? Are they people who love you? Are they people who add a “taste” that draws you to come closer to God personally? Do they cheer you on in your faith?

Or are they drawing you away from your relationship with God? Do they seem to hold you back from what your spirit….your heart … is nudging you to do as you pursue your faith? Are you even walking the same path?

There are people who have been in my life throughout the years who stand out as those who have been an encouragement to my faith. I’ve been inspired by their life . . . by the relationship I have witnessed between them and God. They’re people I want to be with….for all the right reasons.

Are you “in the race” with those people of faith in your own life? Or are you in different races altogether? Do you have the same Finish Line? Or have you gotten stuck in the ditch?

This Life IS a Race. . . whether we chose it, or it chose us. So the decision is ours. Whether
you are running, walking, pulled over to the side, or lying in the ditch. The Race is on, and you are in it. A Race cannot be a race unless there are at least two people in it. But there could also be thousands in the race.

Who are you running with? Are you both heading to the same Goal? Are you inspiring one
another in the race? Or are you being dragged down …. Held back….Encouraged to quit?
Maybe you are finding your way from a detour you’ve taken?

Have you allowed your own heart . . . your own mind . . . your own poor choices to hold you
back from reaching the Goal that awaits ahead?

Look to Paul’s words, written to the circle of people who shared his own heritage and faith. He makes the Purpose clear. He identifies the stumbling blocks and risks. Realities of this
earthly life. His Words cheer us on to the Goal. The Finish Line is up ahead. He’s there waiting, watching, inspiring us on because he’s already There.

And He and that Great Cloud of Witnesses know that It’s All True! So keep running!!!