Lord . . . Do I have to do this? Again?

“Let us go into Judea…
His disciples said to Him,
‘Lord, do we have to go there again?”
John 11:7-8

Jesus’ “ministry team” spent a lot of time in the region of Galilee . . . it was familiar, “home” for most of them.  They were comfortable with how life worked in their surroundings . . . the culture . . . the life-style. . . “safe.”  They could be near the sea that had been such a comfortable part of their normal life.  Life in the Galilee region was quieter. . . slower . . . comfortable.   That is, until Jesus came along and changed everything.

Judea was a different story.  Yes, it was part of “the Land” of Israel.  Yes, their people lived there, but the culture and lifestyle was not like theirs in Galilee.  “Up North” was a slower pace.

Fishing and other livelihoods of living with sea, lakes, and the river nearby was where they knew best how to “do life.”  

Judea was in “The South.”  It was hotter there.   Dryer.  Yes, there was water . . . the Mediterranean Sea, but also the “Dead Sea.”  It was the region of Bethlehem and Jerusalem, key pieces of their history.  

But the worst part of their trip was having to travel all the way through Samaria to get there. Samaria. . . not populated with a majority of their people.  It was more of an Arab culture than their Jewish  people who worshipped Jehovah God.  Just walking through the region meant that they would be  “defiled.”  

They may have had thoughts . . . attitudes . . . hesitations . . .knowing well what that trip would mean for them.  Uncomfortable, “different culture,”  “foreign,”  perhaps hostile attitudes.  Walking.  And they would all have to go through purification when they reached Judea.

But Jesus didn’t seem to notice what they noticed.   He just didn’t look at “life” as they / we do.  

After all, Jesus left all that Heaven is. . . Perfection . . . Peace . . . the very Presence of God.  He chose to leave all of that to come to Earth, willing to go through all that we experience here . . . and far harsher and deadly than any of us have known.  

He came.  Yes, He had His “Moment” of a depth of struggle that none of us can imagine, but He did what His Father asked, for us.  For Love.  

What is He asking of you?   Perhaps even,… again?

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Seeing God in the Desert

“As the truck pulled away, I followed the other visitors toward a low, dark building.
But as I glanced up into the night sky, I stopped abruptly. The spectacular umbrella of diamond-studded stars overhead was astounding. . . . Unbroken by trees, or roofs, or power lines or streetlights competing with the heavens, a brilliant spectrum of galaxies, shooting stars, and the moon commanded my full attention. This was more than declaring. This was a full-out loudspeaker blast; an incredible splendor unlike anything I had ever seen before. God had outdone Himself this time. “OK, God. I hear you. I see you. You are here in a crazy, magnificently big way . Thank You!“ “Yella, yella!” (“Come on! Hurry up!”)
~ Excerpt from Not Forgotten

Having grown up as a PK  . . . Pastor’s Kid . . . especially in the context of the US, I had  formulated an image of the context of the Bible being set in the tiny nation of Israel  . . . mixed in with my American “church culture.”   I had never imagined a context for God being in a desert . . . much less in an Arab/Islamic culture.  I had a pretty good grasp of God and how He interacted with me, and with the church people of my life’s realities.  

But, being in an all-Muslim nation, situated in the largest desert in the world, I had little idea of how God moved and worked in that context.  I did not yet know much about the Islamic world into which I was now stepping.  I had so much to learn, this PK / PW from the USA about experiencing God in a dramatically different setting.  (PK=Pastor’s Kid; PW=Pastor’s Wife…AKA, silently ‘POW’ in my thoughts.)

It was clear to me that, despite the absence of a known Christian presence on the ground, that did not stop God from being there.  As my time in the desert unfolded, it became more and more apparent that God was there in the desert camps.  It was not dependent on any physical presence, as important as that is.

He has commissioned us to “Go into all the world” with His Good News.  That is unquestionable.   God’s Spirit covers the earth, and we never know who’s heart is being drawn to Him.  “Go . . .”  “GO!” … The world waits for Him. . . He is not waiting for the world.

But God’s Hands are not tied by human failure or absence.  His Spirit knows no human boundaries.  His Love knows no bounds.  

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Waiting is Hard

“Truly my soul waits silently for God alone;
From Him comes my salvation.
He only is my rock and my salvation;
He is my defense;
I shall not be shaken."
Psalm 62:1-2

Anyone who has spent time  with children knows how hard it is for them to wait. . .for anything!  And God’s children carry that same characteristic.  Oh….we can wait for awhile, but, like children, it is usually with wiggles, questions, reminders, growing anxiety,  and pleading that becomes demanding.  

The writer of this Psalm has clearly come to a level of trust  in God that would  not have come easily.   He has experienced realities that required being saved from danger that threatened him . . . whether physically or emotionally or mentally.  

He has needed to find safely in the midst of danger that threatened his life.  He has needed a sense of rock-solid help in coping with whatever was shaking him.  He longed for a sense of protection from whatever was causing his fears.  Something was looming that was shaking him deeply.

It is difficult for us to face experiences that threaten to shake our personal world.  When tragedy or dangers come, we impulsively try to fix or escape the situation.  I remember two such times in my own life when “what was” dramatically changed in my life . . . and I struggled with a sense of hopelessness, unable to picture any future.

The psalmist has fought that battle, and has learned from experience some solid Truths about where to turn when life has been shaken.  He had experienced failed efforts of scrambling for God to fix the situation . . . or to defend himself. . . or plead with God to take it away . . . or to somehow escape it.  

But his conclusion after all of those efforts to “fix” the difficult, probably very painful situation has become clear.  He has learned from experience all the human efforts that do not bring the solution.

The only true solution rests in God’s Hands.  The Rock to Whom we can hold tightly for safety and permanence in the storms of life, and The Defense against all the fears and dangers that shake our life on earth.

Grab on to your Rock, and hold tightly.  He knows . . . sees . . . and will bring you through to Safety and Peace.

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“Come Up Here And I Will Show You Things . . .”

Revelations 4:1

If God literally came to your door, knocked, and you opened the door and heard Him say these words to you, what would be your honest, initial reaction? Would you ask why? Would you ask for details so that you can make a decision? Be prepared? “Show you things …” is pretty vague. In my Bible’s version, it says, “…I will show you what must happen after this…” Honestly, I’m not a person who anticipates that a looming mystery experience is going to be good. I’d like some details. I’d like to be sure I will be safe.

John’s experience was part of an interaction with God in which he glimpsed Heaven . . . the future . . . and God’s Throne. But his experience was the result of his choice to cooperate with God. It required trust on John’s part. It required stepping into the unknown.

God invites each of us . . . His followers . . . to “Come up Here…” and experience things we would have never otherwise known. The lessons we learn are not simply from a book. We learn by doing. . . whether we have “done it right, or done it wrong.” The Key is that we choose to join Him in whatever lies ahead. It requires trust.

We can choose to say, “No.” But what will we have missed? What will someone else have missed because we did not accept the Invitation to “Come up Here. . .”?

Personally, the most memorable and meaningful experiences in my life were not easy . . . not safe . . . not in isolation by myself . . . not as an observer. They were experiences that often required me to go against what would be comfortable, safe, or personally appealing. I left a lot of “skid marks” along my journey. But in the midst of the struggle, or hardship, or pain, I had the certainty of God’s Presence throughout the experience.

God shows us glimpses of what He is doing . . . in our own lives and in the lives of others. . . as we step up . . . “Come Up” . . . in obedience to Him.

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Shared Worship in a Most Unlikely Setting

“All the inhabitants of the earth will fall down and worship Him. . . “

                                                               1 Peter 13:8

The first time that I went to the desert, it was with a woman who’s local organization had asked our church to partner in their humanitarian work.  She had called soon after our agreement to provide host families for nine children, asking if I would help  pick them up.  What I didn’t realize was that it meant going all the way to Algeria.  And I was terrified.  An all-Muslim nation, and I had no idea what might happen.   I expected the worst.

Our first stop in Algeria was its capitol city.  I had been cautioned to keep my faith quiet, and to not do anything that would draw suspicion to our little team of 3 women.  Our hotel was a lovely place near the city center, with a private garden area, and a large windowed lounge looking out into the gated garden.  Our second day in the hotel, I decided to venture into the garden, passing through a spacious lounge that included a beautiful grand piano.  A man was playing beautiful music, much of it famous classical and popular music which I recognized.  

After my garden stroll, I returned to the lounge to simply enjoy the live piano music.  After a while, as I sipped a cup of hot coffee, enjoying the garden view, I heard the beginning notes of a very familiar old song . . . “Amazing Grace” . . . I quickly looked up and our eyes met. 

The bar pianist gave a slight nod and a smile, as his skillful fingers played that beautiful old hymn through several verses and choruses.  He was wordlessly worshiping.  And so was I.  God’s Presence was there….being shared without a word between two Believers who had this Moment together.  No words were necessary. 

In a place where the Gospel could not be openly spoken, God’s Spirit connected two hearts in which His Presence lives.  The pianist and I never met. Never spoke.  I never saw him again.  But that sacred, secret Moment will stay with me forever.  And I know that God’s Spirit is alive and working in Algiers and all the way to the refugee camps that cover a piece of the Sahara Desert of that nation.  

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Missing the Point

“Jesus said,
‘Dear children, I will still be with you for a little while.
I am telling you what I told the Jews.
You will look for me, but you can’t go where I’m going.
‘I am giving you a new Commandment:
Love each other in the same way that I have loved you…
Everyone will know that you are My disciples
because of your love for each other.’
Simon Peter said,
“Lord, where are you going?”
John 13:34-36

Our human nature always seems to get in the way of a greater Point, doesn’t it!
Jesus was telling His dear friends what He knew to be some of His last words before
His arrest. His priority in those final hours before His arrest included. . .
‘Love each other the way that He loves us.’

But dear Peter had gotten stuck on words that seemed to signal something that he
knew would affect him. With that focus, he seems to have missed the greater Point that
Jesus was making. . . . Love each other.

We all do it, don’t we? We get stuck on something going on in our own minds, our own
emotions, our own fears, and that takes precedence over everything else. We start to
scramble to find a “safe spot” where we can be more comfortable. . . solid ground
where we can get our bearings and know what to do next. Uncertainty is not
comfortable. . . even though we know ‘He is with me.’

Jesus did not scold or ignore Peter, even though he was interrupting Jesus in this very
personal moment together with His “inner circle.”

We can easily get distracted by something said or done, even in the midst of a very
personal, “holy Moment” in Jesus’ Presence. He has a Message that He wants to share
with us, but we can miss it because of other things that have caught our attention.

Take the time to listen to Him. Let the questions wait for a bit, lest you miss a more
weighty Point He wants to speak to your heart. He knows what lies ahead, and will be
there . . .

We Need the Reminders

“Be strong and courageous!
Don’t tremble or be terrified,
Because the Lord your God is with you
wherever you go.”
Joshua 1:6, 9, 18

Moses was dead. And now, Joshua had some incredibly worn sandals to fill. He was
literally stepping into a leadership role like none other. God’s People were still enroute
to their Promised Land, but now without their great leader. Was he the right man for the
job? Would this traveling nation – God’s chosen people – be able to follow this new
leader? Could he be trusted to hear God’s Voice as Moses had?

How might Joshua have felt as he stepped into his new, history-making responsibility of
bringing God’s People into their historic Homeland, and all the unknowns that were
ahead. He was stepping into some incredibly respected sandals, heading into a Land
that God had Promised them. . . but they had not yet experienced.

Sometimes we, too, experience a life-change that we’ve not lived before. We do not
know what lies ahead, and we do not have control. We can plan . . . we can research,
try to gather as much information to prepare us for this new step in life. But ultimately,
we have to put our hand into His and trust Him.

God’s people had history in the Land of Israel. But they had been in Egypt for a long,
long time. What lay ahead? They had some information, but none of them had first-
hand experience of the realities of the Homeland of their history.

Joshua gives us a glimpse of the condition of his people as they neared the Land of
their history. “Don’t tremble. Don’t be terrified. . . “ Joshua knew his people. And it
seems that they were a “hot mess” as they neared their final destination. Imagine a
whole nation “trembling” and “terrified!” Have you ever experienced that kind of mass
emotional melt-down all at the same time? Together? These are not merely internal
emotions . . . there was physical, visible terror being experienced on a national level!

Joshua had no military defense to surround them. There was no “back-up plan” for the
people. They were going into the “unknown” with no military protection or power. Men,
women, children, elderly, handicapped, etc. . . Refugees who had been surviving in thedesert for a long, long time. They knew the stories, . . . the history. But they had only
the reports of the few “spies” who had gone ahead to get a glimpse of the Land that
God had promised them. The Land of their history. The Land of their future.

As we today follow the Footsteps of Jesus on this earth. . . as we look to His
Promises… hold to His Hand as we walk through our life on this earth, we are aware
that this is not our eternal Home. It’s our “for now” . . . but He gives us glimpses of the
“forever Home” that awaits ahead. So we stay close . . . holding tightly and following
His lead, with the assurance that He is right here with us, and trustworthy to bring us
safely to our Final Destination. All that matters is that He Will Be There.

Easy to Say

“Do you love Me?”… Jesus asked.
“Feed My sheep.”
John 21:17

Peter and Jesus were having a face – to – Face Moment. And Jesus was asking
Peter a very “simple” question. Four simple words. But Peter’s responses were not
what Jesus had been looking for.

Jesus was putting Peter “on the spot.” Four simple words. But Peter was having an
uncomfortable Moment with his response. He was not sure what Jesus was looking
for. He could have said many things, . . . easily coming up with a list of ways he had
served and followed Jesus in the past few years they had shared.

Peter had been following Jesus through years of ministry. . . the horrible experience of
His crucifixion, . . . the incredible experience of Jesus’ resurrection and the ripple effects
of that event. Peter was still with Jesus, despite his human failures through those days.
So what was Jesus getting at in his repeated question to Peter? “Do you love Me? …
Feed My sheep?” Was he thinking….Of course I love you! I’m here. I’m still following
You. . . But I’m a fisherman. I catch fish. I’m not a shepherd! I’ve never taken care of
sheep. Fish don’t need “care”. I just have to get in the water and throw out my nets. . .
and that’s it! Are you asking me to change the whole focus of my life? My way of
providing for my family? Walk away from the sea where I’ve spent my life for my
family?

Jesus disrupts our lives. He doesn’t look at our human “norms” as we do. His Plans
cannot be dictated by ours. His focus is on those He came to save. Those who are
lost. Those who have never known the Goodness of God. . . His Love . . . His Hope . . .
.
The fisherman did not “take care of his fish.” He simply used them for his own food and
as provision for others.

But sheep . . . now that’s a whole different ball-game. You don’t “catch sheep.” It’s a lot
of work and time and commitment to care for sheep. You can’t trust them. They can’t
defend themselves. They’re “kinda dumb” when it comes to good choices of avoiding
danger. It requires the life of the shepherd. . . day and night. 24 / 7.

“Do you love Me?” A simple question. Four little words.
But living out the answer. . . that is a life commitment that lasts a lifetime.

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Finding “The Right One”

Isaac and Rebecca
Genesis 24

Isaac was the “apple of his father’s (and mother’s) eyes.” He was a “miracle baby,” and it was
time for him to find the wife of his dreams. In those times, the parents of a young man and
young woman made the match. So Abraham had sent his trusted servant to the city where an appropriate future bride could be found. Abraham’s servant saw her, and gave her a little “test.”

He asked “the young lady of interest” to give him a drink of water, testing her reaction. (Drawing water for one’s household from a spring outside of the city is no small task. She would have to carry the water into the city and to her home.) The detail of collecting the water from the spring and into a jar for a household adds an even more challenging reality.
Rebecca was quick to respond, not only giving the male servant a drink of water, but offering to water all of his camels as well.

This would have been a daunting task for the male owner of the camels, but for a single young woman, it’s an enormous amount of heavy work. She had come to the spring for the sake of her own family’s needs, most likely. We don’t know how much nor how taxing that effort would have been for a young girl. The water pots alone were heavy, but filled with water, it would not be an easy mission. A camel can consume 32 gallons of water in a short amount of time. Add the detail of this being a young girl offering to provide water for a stranger’s camels, and it becomes even more of an exceptional, strenuous task. After helping the stranger, she would still have to accomplish the task for which she had come. . . adding distance to her task from the well to her home inside the city walls.

Without being aware of this “test”, Rebecca passed it with flying colors.

The next day, she began her journey to a home, to a new family, and to a young man who was waiting for his hoped-for bride. God used the young girl and her servant’s heart, to be woven into a family and lineage that would become part of God’s Story for the world. She had not been looking for an “Isaac” to come into her life when she went to the well that day, met the stranger from a different land, and offered to meet his camels’ needs. But God knew her heart and chose to weave her into the Story and History of God’s Plan for mankind to know Him.

God’s heart for this world continues . . . and He still uses common people to touch the life of
another . . . even strangers . . . to continue to fulfill His Purposes and Plans in our world. Be
open each day to hear His quiet Whispers to do something kind for a stranger . . . to care . . . to set aside your agenda when He touches your heart to pause the task at hand and touch the life of a stranger. You can be sure that He is at work. . . always.

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Throwing Things

“Throw all your anxieties on Him because He cares for you.”
1 Peter 5:7

Somehow, “anxiety” and “throwing things” seem to have an impulsive connection with
humans. Can you relate? (Be honest.) When we experience realities that disrupt our
sense of “normal”, something inside of us is stirred in a way we don’t want to be stirred.
We instinctually want to get rid of what is upsetting us. The impulse to “throw
something” is a common human trait. It’s a tangible action that expresses the intangible
emotional impulse to push away the thing that is upsetting us.

God is well familiar with that human impulse. It is a natural response that He put into us
to help protect ourselves. But, as with all good things, there is a dark side lurking in
the shadows, whispering alternative methods to try to get rid of the anxiety stirring in our
minds and hearts.

Isn’t it interesting to see that God points out a connection between “anxieties” and
“throwing things” in the same sentence. But He doesn’t say “Do Not Throw!” Rather,
He gives us a constructive alternative outlet to handle anxiety, instead of the destructive
ways we instinctively choose in our quest to escape the anxiety that invades our sense
of peace and well-being.

Why would He do that, and not simply forbid us to have those feelings and natural
instincts?

Love.

And the Perfect Outlet He has provided for us in our human struggles is Himself. He
doesn’t even require that we tell Him nicely or politely or respectfully, or not at all. No!
He knows us too well! He knows our instinct to “throw” what we don’t want to feel or
experience.

So next time you feel like “throwing something” . . . picture your Heavenly Father
standing there with His Catcher’s Mitt, ready to grab it, safely and securely, in His Big
Hand that has never once dropped a “ball.”

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